Have you ever done something mean? Something really mean. Something mean JUST to be mean? I did today. It doesn't matter what it was...it just was. For an easy-going person like myself (usually) it was very unusual. I suppose for some people it wouldn't be a big deal, but for me it is. My excuse is I was cranky and tired and needed to lash out. Having no other outlet I played the 'mean' card. The mean card is really ugly and I'm ashamed of myself, but you can't take mean back. Once its out there in the cosmos it's there forever. That is a moment of my life I can never get back. No 'do-overs'. Sometimes you can't even apologize.
Ah, well. All I can do is be better tomorrow.
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